Wednesday having a day off on Monday didn t seem to help much to accelerate a week Hot steamy summer day I got up late after devouring Paul Thourex s Dark Star Safari book ravenously until 1am That means I barely came to work by 9 30am lazy way to start a day Another busy day but thank god not a single meeting today This documentary film popped out of my email subscription from IFC Center NYC this afternoon http www coop99 at darwins nightmare darwin html startset htmI have to watch Darwin s Nightmare documentary film to see where Paul Thourex traveled I have to visualize many days of imagination of his great journey Also I felt the real power of film has been diluted lately with all those commercial films which squeeze my emotion in very calculated way flawlessly written and re written story ever famous greasy actors actresses faces mega million pumped computer graphics All these will guarantee no failure and great emotional feeling from any audience who willing to pay $10 for two hours Not to mention all those superbly organized and structured mega size movie studios and film distributor corporations whom cares nothing but their ROI Return On Investment After watching many of those spotless commercial films lately now I have relentless itchy feeling to see the real cinema not acted upon well written story butliterally showing everything as one sees I need to feel real thing raw not a fake one harsh reality as it can be I couldn t encounter any other better format than film I feel sorry that I have kind of forgotten those punches on my soul Show me the real pictures I will feel the story Show me the real life I will feel the reality IFC Center is newly established wonderful Independent Film Mecca in New York City located in historical Greenwich Village 6th Ave 3rd st I hope they flourish with great spirit of independency and also I would like to visit often http www ifccenter com indexhttp www ifccenter com about The New York Times Review by A O Scott 8 3